lifes undercover pains

life is always a tole u pay to get in n you pay to get out, you learn alot of things in life but understand only some things,we seen love in  life time but when you feel like you flying high with every thing in your favors but one lil thing will knock you down we usally pick my self up but at this point we dont know how to deal with thigs i sing n rap to put on my many faces but at the end of the day we feel the same way we did yesterday lonely we try to stay strong but when people in life always brings you down its hard at time, every one wish there was a place where there only good n no evil but that wouldnt be real life some cry some cut some drink some smoke some have sex but even thought it feels good at the time you will feel like you, in life you are care free nice to everyone but as you get older n see the worlds true colors it slow turns u into a monster you try to hide but it shows every time all we can do is just sit her n feel life as it sticks a knife in your heart i seen streets inside some talk bout it but they are cold mean evil painful it hurts seen a body n its yours friends i scream in the sky to let god kno im done i want out i cant do this pain no more but sadly no one understand you or how you feel life is like a tole u check in and check out n right now im checking out for the moment........................................but lets have one more drink before its are time to move on.